Couple days ago or a week ago, my brother and I just crashed. Maybe it was on the 23rd of December. It was at night when we were getting smoked dried white fish for our Uncle. It was when we were coming back from the Fish camp, My brother was driving and he tried to slide on the ice while it was snowy and dark. There was Water Underneath the ice, but then we didn't know that. Right when we turned the snow-go tipped and we both flew off the snow, except that i had hit my head while i was flying across the ice. When i got up I heard Nick say which is m bro, say "Are you Ok?" I go "Yah, you ok?" he goes "Yeah", he got up at tried to put the snow-go back up. When i got up my limped and my right knee started to hurt, but then all I got was a Bruise. My neck started to hurt the next day. I asked Nick if he got a briuse anywhere, but then all he said was his hips were hurting or something like that. Every time I turn my head or lay down my neck starts to hurt. From this day it kind of hurts but not that much, and I don't know about Nick, I have to ask him. Well I guess that is it for me now. Later, and Peace.

My early memories

I remember couple things of when i was a young girl, some of then were really stupid of me. What can I say I was real young. But some parts of my memories were like whoa i can remember that, just right now i just remember that i got a hair cut when i was about maybe like 8 or 9 some where around there. It was really weird, I even remember couple of things when my mom used to take pictures of us, even with my gram, also remembering playing with matches and getting into trouble that was the stupidest i have ever done, and being at a hospital up in Anchorage i think. I don't know if it was my dreams or was my early memories.

So yea those are the early memories i have about when i was a little girl or something like that. Well anyways going back to where i wanted to cut my hair really short. It was really crazy i remember that i wanted to cut my hair and be like Nicole i think can't remember. But then right when my mom was dine cutting them couple minutes later i think i started crying and saying that i wanted my hair back. People kept saying to me that it would grow back but i think i was stilling crying. I don't thats all i remember, But now when i get my hair cut or trimmed i don't mind but sometimes i do when i don't feel like cutting my hair or when someone says i need my hair trimmed i be like ok.

I even remember going to a house and being fed by my auntie, I even remember sleeping over at my grams when she was alive. Even when i was sleeping over at a school night when i woke up i was crying in my sleep and my gram was sitting there and looking at me and wondering what was i dreaming of.

I remember that i was crying in the old house and looking out the window and seeing that they were building our new house, but then i don't know why i was crying it was like why was i crying even if i was looking out the window. Even when we didn't have a basketball court and it used to be bye the river next to Christina and Erin's house. I was crying on that and i don't remember why i was crying there to, but then the next day my voice was bad and i told my friend and she said that it was because i was crying yesterday and thats all.

Even when i used to bully my auntie or ask for stuff i was so stupid i didn't know what i was doing. Some days i wish i hadn't done stuff that i did back then, because i don't like them, i don't like looking back at the bad things i did when i was young they are to stupid.

This was when Issa girl and i weren't friends, and Jessica and i were. we would hang out and she would sometimes tell me lies and this was when My older sister and her friends used to not hang out with Jessica or something like that can't remember to long. Well anyway, when i was young i would Play with Jessica and we were best friends and i think we still are i don't know but yea. We did crazy stuff that i remember like when we took Issa's sunglasses and it was really stupid. We hid at an old house but then they found use and told us to be more nice.

I guess thats all my memories I have, once i remember some I will let you people know.
Laterz Peace

Visited this past summer of 08

This summer my family, including my gram and my aunt from my dads side went to visit Kasligluk. It was really fun and the longest visit we ever visited to another place. I thought we wouldn't visit anywhere during the summer but i guess i was wrong. It was fun anyways, get to see our Ilaqs and friends, it was so awesome but really hot. Hung out with friends and all that, played ball and went four wheel riding It was so much fun that i wanted to stay there. I wanted to stay there until school started or something like that but then at the same time i didn't want to.

I finally got to see my name sakes mom and sisters and we also get to walk around the village and see some of our friends that lived there. But it was really hot and i was using all black i think. I even got to see the people that went to Talent Search and it was really weird to see then again and like it was really embarrassing but then some of them didn't recognized me until they saw my sweater i used during Talent Search. It was really funny and yea.

I want to go back to Kasigluk i had so much fun over there but when all the fun ends you just hate to go home don't you. I know how you feel, i think, if not then I don't know. Oh yea we even played naught it with couple kids from over there, it was very spectacular. Then when we got bored me and Bunna went for a walk and Our friend Gabby took us for a four wheeler ride it was awesome, then a couple people went for a four wheel ride when we went to a pond or something like that.

My sister dared me to wave at that one guy that i knew from Talent Search but then i didn't want to because i was very taqarnaq i think thats how u spell it. But when we were done riding around we played naught it again and this time we stopped and chatted for a little bit and yea. It was really awesome when we went riding, but then we went the other way where the four wheels weren't going. Gabby said that maybe they will be thinking why are we going the opposite direction or something like that.

Well after my mom, dad, my gram, and my auntie were done visiting we went home and i didn't want to leave i don't know about the rest of my brothers and sisters, maybe they didn't want to leave too. I guess thats it for the day, Peace have a good day.

Three days ago i just learned how to cut beaver. It was really fun to cut one and i cut another one just yesterday. I even took some picture to show how i learned to cut a beaver. Other may have learned it differently but i learned it the way my family does it or how ever that is. Well anyways here we go.

1. Cut all the feet and hands off before you start cutting the beaver. only cut them underneath the feet and hands not all the way by the body or something like that. It will look like a chicken once you take the feet and hands off.

2.Then after all the legs have been cut. Very slightly the middle of the the body. From the bottom but you want to cut around the where it pees to the top of the body and stop near the mouth. but you don't want to cut all the way to the guts.

3.After that you take the fur off, you want to make sure that you don't tear the inside of the fur.

4.Now that you have cut the fur off, you cut the middle and take the guts out and put it in the dog food.

5. Cut out all the legs and arms off, the body and the ribs will be left even the hips.

6. Cut the side of the stomach like in the picture it would turn out like that. Oh yea put the meat you cit out in the dog food also.

7.Then you cut all the parts of the body into parts, all you have to do is follow the joints. as you see below. Like cut out the ribs from the back bone and cut the back bone into chunks.

8. some parts of the ribs you take off like the top part of it. Then you cut then ribs into how many parts only when it's small and when the beaver is a big one then you cut it rib by rib.

9. You put the hands and feet in a trash bag and the fur but most people hang them to dry.
10. Last but not least put then in a ziplock to put in the freezer to keep for foods. All the body parts that you cut up step 7. Oh yea fill the bag half way to the top.
If you have any questions comment and i think i will answer them if not then I'll ask my mom. Or someone else. Or i don't know. Oh yea and thats how i got to learn to cut a beaver, and my mom taught me how. Hehe.

Riding/crashing yesterday with an Elan

Yesterday Nick and I went riding around our village and on the river, but mostly on the river. We went through water, some were deep and some were not so deep. It was really fun going through deep water and crashing on the ice.
This is my second year going riding with my brother Nick and the second year going through water except this year is was at the river. Last year it was at the pond when everything was melting and close to summer. This year it's at the river when everything is freezing and when kids are sliding or people. Also the first time crashing with my brother Nick.
Oh well anyways, while i was trying to clean my room but was actually fixing my nails, Nick asked me "Do you wanna go riding?"
"Can i go riding?" I said.
"I asked Andrew(My older brother) if we can use the elan." He said
"I guess so."
"you gonna get ready?"
"Yah." Then we got ready and went riding. At first we went to the mouth of the river and went through water, it was real deep, but fun. We went real fast to the river of Oscarville, we saw couple people sliding and went to go see them. At the same time we went through water, like i said some were deep and some were shallow.
It was real fun especially going through deep water. Well anyways we went to go see them and there was Chinace(A.K.A Issa girl), Anissum, William(A.K.A Sim), Kalila, Henry, and Lyle. We talked to them for a bit, and went riding again but this time it was awesome. We went through more water, deep water. When we went through shallow water and thin ice was on top of it, all of a sudden the elan turned over. Next thing i now it was couple inches away from Nick and the elan. Nick was with the elan and on the ice, He goes "You okay?"
"Yah how about you?"
'Yah." we went back on and went to go see them people again.
I said to Issa "Did you see that?"
"No" she said, "What happened?" I think thats what she said can't remember. But Anissum said he saw that. I'm skipping some part of the things so yea.
Nick said that Lyle and him were gonna go riding for a bit and i said okay. Issa told me to follow her to her house for a bit and to get somethings. We went back outside and by the school river, and saw that they were back.
They put the sled back, we were talking for a while, and people went home or something. Nick and I went to go riding some more and went to the Lagoon or pond. We almost crashed couple times, and Nick let me drive the elan and i was very happy well not really. We got up to my house and switched and went around the river near the Kuskokwim river. Went back up and went home, it was a lot of fun.
Couple hours later i found out that i had a bruise on my knee and Nick had some scraps but not that bad and maybe on the knee, i have to ask again. Well anyways we had fun, and also today i found out that i had another small bruise on my albow, it was funny. I really wanted to share my fun weekend with everyone. :)

Status is defined as the standing a person has in a group to which he or she belongs.  What are some things that give a person status? How can you tell that a person has status?

Answer: When a pencil is with a group of pens, and the pencil doesn't belong with a group of pens. Somethings that give a person a status: when people become movie stars. Even when someone does something good or something bad like steeling something. We can tell how the person has status by reading them on news paper or on a magazine. Another way we can tell is by how they are acting.

Missing you-To my Older Sis'

Missing you so much
All the laughters we had
Bothering until we get mad

Missing you so much
Makes me want to cry
Wishing you were here

Missing you so much
Helping me cheer up
When ever I am down

I Miss you so much
Would it kill me if
You had gone
Of caurse it would

But don’t worry
I wouldn’t do anything
I Miss You

Crazy Night

Staying up late
makes me think
of all the stuff
i shouldn't have done
all the bad things
but i didn't do much
thinking
what am i going to do
without my family and friends
what am i going to do
thinking of a lot of things
not wanting to go to bed
what a night i had
wanting to go crazy
in my head
watching movies
listening to nature
trying to convince
myself to go to bed
but nothing will listen

Nothing esle to say

I have like nothing to say, but I don't know why i named my other blog in deep condition. i was like i should call it that, and i did and now i don't know why i called it that and saying i should change it or something. So yea wondered why i did that, maybe it's because of what's going on around me and stuff, but then i don't know why so yea.
I still didn't get to bring my poem, i brought it last time but then i forgot to type it up and yea. Now that i remembered it i can't type it to my blog because i keep forgetting it at my house. Every time i bring it i forget to type it up. so yea i guess that is it for the the day.

wEeKs Go By So FaSt

Whoa weeks go by so fast that you don't even know what going to happen next. The past couple weeks we were doing Drivers Ed for like three weeks and it already past by. Like i don 't even know if it was a dream or not. Well it was real life so yea i knew what was going on but then it went by so fast like we just started yesterday. Well Just kidding. Don't know what to say right now so I'm just saying anything right now. Well anyway then there is picking blueberries and blackberries next thing i know it, it'll be red berries. Then comes N.Y.O i can't wait, for those who don't know it is Native Youth Olympics. I'm pretty much sure that everyone knows i think. Well yeah its starts next week and can't wait, i can but then yeah. Well i guess thats about all i have to say about this week and the past how many weeks.

The poem Grebigol From Christina's ELD Class

Group Poem: Andrew, Anissum, Colton, and I made a poem for our ELD class.

A horrible thing is coming this way.
Creeping closer day by day.
His hair is as brown as the ground.
When he came round and round.
His nose has gone missing.
So he can’t be kissing.
His eyes are golden then ever.
He can never be so clever.

We also made a script of it and we are going to perform it today because today is the last day with her and we will be moving in Erin's classroom and she will be our teacher for ELD. I wonder what would we do for that class with Erin. That is it for today, i will try and keep writing in my blog if I don't forget to. Peace out and have a good day.

My Cut

My wonderful cut from the trees or bushes or what ever they are called. I seem to make my cut worser than before, and i don't have a pic of my cut before it got worser than before. So here is my cut worser than couple days ago, and now it has puss in there and i took it out before school started and yeah.
Here it is my wonderful cut. You want to know how i got. Well yea you can see i got last week and i've been picking at it and it is below my knee on the other side. Well anyway i was Going to the jungle which we call it. I was going to the trees and yea i don't know where i got from but i know it was from a tree or a sharp thing from a tree. i left it alone for a couple a days then when i saw it was dried up then i took the skin off. then couple days later i saw the skin dried off again then i took the skin off again. Then i saw it grew puss and started to hurt and i took the puss out and started to hurt after that. I started to leave it alone and see if it will get better then if not then I will soak it in hot water and soap or something like that. Then I will see if it turned into a scar and if it does i will show you how it looks like After a month or so if not then in a couple weeks if i don't forget to do that. Well yeah thats how i got it and yeah

My Poem

I have a poem at my house but then every time i try bring it to school i forget it at my house. It is pretty awesome but then i don't know if it is good enough. This morning i was going to bring it but then i forgot to put it in my pocket and left it on my sister's desk. Hurray for my poem, not i was kidding. I can't seem to find my poem, i am starting to think my poems suck. Yeah. But yeah i don't know what to do with them and yeah. i think they are kinda good but yeah.

Our dog Goldie

Oh yeah are dog who is Goldie she had three puppies during the summer but then she killed one and she has two pups. There was two girls and one boy, she killed the boy and now there is just girls. We gave one pup to someone in Napaskiak and the other one is still with us and maybe doesn't have anyone to claim or something like that. My parent will figure out who will have the dog or who wants a dog or pup or something. Goldie had pups before last year during the winter time, she had four but then when one came out it was dead and she had three now there are with our relatives that wanted pups from our dog. Now this year one pup is with us oh yea did i already say that oh i think i did. We don't know who to give it to so yea. We keep playing with it and we didn't name it yet because i don't think we are going to have it. I hope she has some more pups because they are always fun to play with and letting them growl. Even training them to go to the bathroom outside instead of the house but then it still pees in the house. That pups is playful, this one time it was biting Goldie and Goldie was wining and she did nothing to stop her puppy. I think that is all i have to say now.

Summer

Summer days are gone
All summer was boring and fun
at the same time
all I did was go fish camp
which was fun, cutting fish

Some day were just
chores and play ball
staying up late until we get sleepy
waking up late

Me going to camp was
fun and boring at the same time
met some people

School and Part of Summer

The day before school i was kind of excited. I couldn't sleep. When i woke up i felt like i didn't sleep at all. I hope i can wake up like i did for the rest of the school year. I don't have much to say much but then i had an awesome summer. Most of it was going to our fish camp and cutting fish. Some part of my summer was boring but fun, I went to Talent Search. It was kind of fun and boring at the same time. I was the frist one there and It was really boring. That was my summer everything was either chores or go play ball. Oh yeah i forgot we went to Kasigluk to visit our relative over there. It was fun and boring at the same time.

Crazy 4th of July

How was your 4th of July? Mine was pretty much okay...I washaving fun with my Ilung, my sister and my brother. First we looked for some people we know and walk around to see who we know. I sawabunch of poeple well not that much poeple i know.
My sister, Ilung, and I went out for a walk and went to our Ilung's house and went back to the carnival. My brother was looking for us and when he found us, we went to go check if someone was awake and that was when i got hurt.
As we were going short cut there was a pipe thing and I forgot there was two of them and I hit my nose and my mouth. Then my nose started to bleed and I got a cut inside my mouth and that started to bleed and then my nose started to puff up like kind of big but then it looked normal. When my Ilung and my brother went to go check if someone was awake, my sister and i was outside because my nose was bleeding.
They said that person was gone and we waited for my nose to stop bleeding and we went to the carnival. It was almost done, when they were annoucing who won prizes and stuff, and when they were is the middle of being done i started to see black and everything was going quiet. Next thing i know i was on the ground and my sister, my Ilung and my brother were trying to wake me up, but when i started to see again, I couldn't like see really good. I saw like black spot and like i was in a cartoon or something. That was when I didn't eat all day and i think i was dehidrated I don't know though maybe.
My Gram gave me water when she saw me and I had my arms over my sis and Ilung. I ate some pizza and I got kind of better and when I was ready to go, we went down to the truck. Before we came to Oscarville my sister said that freaked her out when i fainted or somehting.
When we came back, my sister wanted to sleep over at Napas. Right when she left with our Ilung I took a nap because i only had like three hours of sleep. How many hours later my Ilung called and told me to tell my brother to bring my sister some clothes. After thatI looked in the morror and saw that i had a bruise where my cut was in the mouth. That was my Crazy 4th of July.

Nothing to write or type

I got nothing to write or type in my blog. NOTHING AT ALL, just typing anything. Being bored and all.

Jackie
curly, thinker
walking, playing, sleeping
short, 4 eyed, hairy, chubby
barking, howling, wanting
beautiful, smart
Chubbie

Earthscience

What really surprised me was that there was bees before T-Rex. I was also surprised that the great extinction was before the dinosaurs came out, i thought the great extinction would be after the dinosaurs were discovered.
What we learned from making our time line and sequencing event about the appearance of different life-form on earth, Is Things that were discovered before the earth was divided. Figuring out which goes first.

My Bruise

Ouch! Man that hurts, I have a bruise on my knee. I have nothing to say on my blog so i decided to talk about my bruise on my knee. It doesn't hurt that much but when i got it it was stinging. I got it when i was playing ball when our basketball quart was slippery, because we were shoveling our deck and there was a wet spot and i slipped on it. Then when i looked it was red, the next day i looked at it i was like wow, so cool. But not really, i started to poke it all over; I felt soft spots on some parts and it started to hurt when i walk, after i poke it. Then after a little while i started to feel something in my skin where the bruise is. Well anyway i think that all i have to say. But OUCH!! That hurts sike.

Read it, I dear you to

The cold fog mist where a tree is standing. Imagine you were standing by the tree, you see something walking towards you and the tree. You see it has crazy curly hair, limping on one side, then you see it's a zombie. You start freaking out and walk backwards, the zombie gets faster that you turn around and start running. When you look back the zombie has changed into a mysterious shadow and then you try run as fast as you can. The shadow pops up in front of you then shows it's face then disappears. You stop running, right when you stop you look around and still see the cold mist fog. Right when you trun around you see a person walking towards you then it gets closer and closer, you can see who it is. If you guys watched "HALLOWEEN", think of this while you are imagining whats running after you. Scary! Then you look again it changes on you the little girl in "The Ring", the girl that kills people who watch a certain tape.
You start to freak out more and start running as fast as you can. You come to a house which looks like it has been abandoned by people and is in the middle of nowhere. You go inside, right when your inside you see lots and lots of pictures hanging on the wall. You go up the stairs, as soon as you go in the room hear the door open and someone going up the stairs the it stops. You hear something in the closet, you see that the closet opened by itself wide open and you see the BOOGEYMAN. You quickly run out the door but then you stop because you see The Grudge up ahead coming towards you. You don't know what your doing because you have been hypnotized by the looks of it. Then black out, you don't know whats happening. You wake up in the hospital wondering if it was a dream or not.

Teachers

Creepy houses that are haunted
Hungry monsters will come and get you
Remember the monsters can track you down
It can take like five seconds
Suddenly you will feel tingles up your spine
Take it seriously
Illusions can trick you
Never the less you can get out of this
Again, you must listen get OUT quickly!!

Everything is turning
Remarkable thing are happening
Insane students getting in trouble
Nothing will stop these things from happening

All the kids are playing
Never take your eyes off then
Always make sure they're okay
And make some adjustments
No one knows what will happen

Everything might get messy
Lucky you got people to help
Incredible things can happen
Zigzagging around will not help you
Appearing somewhere near you

Beware something is near
Apples will fall from the tree
Raindrops will pour out if no where
Building everywhere with weird windows
Ashes flying in the air
Rabbits hopping out if no where
Airplane flying like crazy

Mask making might make me mock you
Regular rabbits race right through
.
Must take time targeting
Earth is where people live
Initials are being made
Every time you turn your head
Race cars are found

Poems of names

Jokes everywhere
Allergic to metal
Can’t stay away from it
Kites in the air watch out
It will fly off to never land
Enter your house with full of respect

Bunnies hopping everywhere
Until they hit a log
Nothing will happen to them
Not when there is someone there
At last peace and quiet

It will make u feel better if
Something was right
So that people will smile
A lot when others are looking

Apples in a tree
Never take one or else
Danger will be near
Rapid things will move toward you
Even when you run as fast as you can
With a bike too

Famous people can get everything
At least they have lots of money
I think they’re cool
To make people love them
Have a nice day

Something is out there
Can’t say what
How will you know what it is?
Oh my goodness
Open the door and get OUT!!
Looking for class its to easy here

Try and guess who's names are being used

Trying to call

puppy:"Hey, What you doing? I am at my house on the couch and i have nothing to do. So i decided to call but then i think I am getting a little tired and wanting to sleep."
The Puppy was really trying to stay on the phone but then couldn't help falling asleep, so he was still holding the phone. He wanted something to do but then he ended up falling asleep.
Me:"Oh wait i think I am trying to to call you but then your phone was busy." "I forgot what i was going to tell you yesterday." "You were so sleepy that u didn't hear the phone in your ears."
Me:"I think you were going to call your mom but then you called the wrong number."
puppy:I think i was going to call you....but then i got to sleepy when i went on the phone.

The past weeks

The past weeks were very crazy with the testings two weeks ago, culture week for us last week, and N.Y.O meet in Tununak. Wow it was really crazy well not that crazy. We got stuck in Tununak for like that 2 or 3 days. I wanted to go home really bad and was happy when we finally came. I also got a rug burn from over there, on the first day after the event were done. I was happy to see my friends, and made some new friends from Kipnuk but then we might be related to them. Plus i didn't like it when we were about to come home because we were all mad at each other well not all of us just the ones that were grumpy and i didn't like it. When we were going on the plane we started to talk to each other and i didn't what was wrong with the people that were being grumpy but it all turned out good. That was the three couple week that happened but mostly when we were at Tununak.

My Hair

What kind of hair styles do you see everyday? There can be straight hair, curly hair, flat hair, puffy hair, long hair, short hair, bald hair, thick hair, thin hair, ponytail, pigtails, braided hair, soft hair, hard hair, fine hair, messy hair, layered hair, and non-layered hair. Well anyway i bet you haven't seen my hair, You might have if you live near Oscarville. My hair will surprise you once you see it, it will make you wonder if its real or not. You'll maybe laugh at it or something.

My hair is like very curly and puffy at the same time when i first permed it. It was like very curly when i took the curls out and when i washed my hair it was all good and then when it dried out it was like really puffed up and it looked like i was a witch or something the same thing happened with my sister but my hair is thinner than hers, so my hair was really puffy that something can get stuck in it like a pencil or small objects. Once i wash my hair the curls will appear again like magic, like i did nothing to my hair even my bangs there like really curly but then i try straighten them out after i wash my hair then when i brush my hair the hair would seperate and then my hair would look like i got shocked from being electrified from the electricity and my hair would be all fuzzy. Sometime i like my hair and sometimes i don't but most of the time i like it.

The world

What might the world be like in 100 days? Let me see, I think it would be like flying cars, anyone can travel by a tube that sucks us to where we want. There can be a newer version of clothes that different villages use to represent there village so that people know where there from and doesn't have to ask where their from. People will be able to travel without planes because planes, so that people don't have to wait for plane to pick them up. People would have different type of hair style and keep the native languages and other languages people have, we wouldn't want to extinct our language do we. That would be bad for our future children, if people would have some. Then maybe still have some fish camps and all the living things on earth, Or everything can be the same as today or something can be different by how many things. There will be flying dogs, people having robots to help them with things if they are old or young. It'll be like in the movie "Irobot" but then i a little different. There will be nature, If there will be.

Forever Angel

I have a forever Angel and he/she is keeping me safe. Like I try to get a frostbite but then I won’t get any, I try to get a bruise but then I won’t get any. But then most of the time I get some but they won’t turn out dark they will turn out kind of light. I don’t think I ever got frostbite before, and now I try to get sick but then it doesn’t work then I stopped trying to and everything is okay.
Who needs these things anyway, the frostbite must hurt because my cousin got one and she said it hurt and the bruise I know how that feels. I am really glad my forever Angel is watching over me, how will I ever live with out my Angel or is it called Guardian Angel, I don’t know but all I know is that she/he is watching over me, just hope you have one too because it feels good to be watched over I guess.
You know when I was a little girl like about 8 or 9 and when my uncle and his friend came to visit my sister my uncle was young almost like a teenager yea I’ll say that. Well anyways when he came, I was jumping on the bed and he was standing up then I was going to let him back pack me but then he sat on the bed and I flew off and landed on the floor. That was like couple feet high I think then I started laughing because it didn’t hurt or anything then my uncle’s friend started laughing too because I didn’t cry or something like that.
Like this is more like a poem and a story at the same time but hey I’m trying so yea I guess I lost my touch or something just kidding. Well yea, did you guys ever alunruq before? I did but not that much I don’t know why so yea, maybe 4-5 time can’t remember cause I don’t keep count, sike. Well yea have nothing much to say later.

Two weeks ago

Two weeks ago was the weirdest week I had this month. You know why, the multimedia contest and basketball districts, I don’t know about you guys but it was a crazy week for me. Thank goodness it is all over but then I wish we won the championship, maybe next year. Stayed up in Bethel for like a half a week, glad to take a break from home and chores sike. I almost got sick but still coughing, holy cow maybe it was when I didn’t have enough sleep.
Well yea it was a crazy week, had to wake up early kind of but this one day are coach told us we can sleep on so I slept in. Right after we came back home I was really exhausted but I didn’t take a nap I was saving that for a school night, sike. I fell asleep really early like around 8 or 9, and woke up but I was still sleepy. Yea this is ok well I have nothing to say. Later I’ll type more.

School

Going to school is really fun
but couple things ever time i go there
this happens
i go there to early, i get sent home
i go there to late, i get sent home
i get sent for for being suspended
i get sent home for being sick
i get sent home for no reason
i get all my work done early, i get sent home
i don't do my work, i get sent home
i make my first speech, i get sent home
and i noticed it was April fools day
by the way this isn't true
i just made it up for some reason
what if the school's were like that
but then probably not
and i hope not
nothing else later

Nothing to do

Being stuck someplace
you will have nothing to do unless
you want something to do
not wanting to be stuck but happy i took
a break from Oscarville
but at the same time wanting to go home
nothing else to do just sit around and doing nothing
or can also play ball or do something
I WANT TO GO HOME! REALLY BAD
i miss my bed, i miss my brothers and sisters.
i want my room back
i joke but then really want to go home.
nothing else to say so later

Can't sleep tonight

I can't sleep, thinking so hard
crying my tears out
making a fool of myself.
just wondering and thinking of my grandma
What am i thinking of these days?
My mind it's in its own world
tying to think of all the good times
i had but its all coming back to me
what if there was something trying to let me
think of all these things
and trying to make me cry
and getting me into trouble making me not smile
and just letting me have fun just for a little
while

Missing My Mum

Today is the day that i feel like wanting
to cry
Because thinking so hard and so long
like this night wouldn't end until i
die
Thinking of My Mum really hard makes
me want to cry but then keeping it inside
because ever one will here me.
People would be asking me
"What's wrong?"
i wouldn't want to answer them
wanting to cry so bad
and thinking what would i do
in the future
everything is going so fast that
i can't even keep track of time
like it was just yesterday she was here
i miss the way she smiles and the way she laughs
every once in a while i think of her
and wishing to see her again
but i will some day, it could take weeks, months, or years
i use to dream of her
but then i don't know what happened
maybe things need to be moved on
i want to cry so bad, i finally think of her for so long
i forgot when was the last time i saw her
man i can't remember
all i remember was when she babysat us and
when we were playing cards
so when ever i play cards i would think of her
i think i've gone to far
just wanted to write this all down
crying so hard, i can't keep it in much longer
i must take it out
also thinking of others who passed away

Long ago

Long ago i used to be a bad girl but not really bad. I saw this on our home videos. It was funny when i saw myself doing stuff. I'll tell you just a little bit about it.
During Christmas maybe when i was about how many months, my mom and us three older kids slept at my grandma's for Christmas. My older sister and brother which is Bunna and Andrew, they were opening their presents. I was on the couch just sitting there and looking. It went to the part where Andrew was reading his book about Christmas. Then it went to the part where i was on my car-aaruaq and Andrew was pushing me and qinguqestaaq-ing me. Then it went to the part where i had Andrew's candy and i think i thought it was mine because it looked like it. He tried to get the candy from me but then i wouldn't let him have it. Then Andrew finally got it from me and i started crying i think. I didn't watch in a long time so yeah i think i need to watch it again.
I also remember playing with matches and knives when i was like around 7-10, somewhere around there. Well anyways i remember playing with matches and i would have maybe two of my friend with me and then we went by the old store and there was a couple little houses maybe two. There was a little house and there was couple things in there and we found a metal thing and put grass in it and started a fire but then i got scared and said " Get water! Hurry!" then we took it out and tried to build another one but then it didn't work, so we went in the woods and then there was a couple of kids. They had the matches then someone came down to where we were and said to me that their mom told my mom that i was playing with matches and i think i got mad or something i can't remember. But then i was afraid to go home. So yeah that all i remember.
Even playing with a knife, i was with my friend and told her i could do this, and i showed her but then i ended up cutting my self in between my big toe and the little toe because i didn't have any shoes on and it was by the deck. I also have a scar and i thought i did something to it but then i remembered i played with a knife. It was when we had those bars and the monkey bars. Holy cow i wish we had those still.
Thats all i remember when i was growing up, but then i will try remember more later.

Lost and Found

I was lost somewhere being followed
by someone. Who knows what it is, might
be my shadow, might be the spirits,
what would it be. What kind of thing
would chase me out of this village,
What can it be?
Going anywhere, I don't even know the
woods that much. What will stop the
thing from chasing me. What can i do?
I think i need help.
You know what that thing was?
IT WAS YOU!
There i am found at last, you can stop
running now.

Who I Am

My name is Stephanie Jackie Joekay
my friends and family call me by my nickname
Jackie. You can call me Jackie if you like.

I have Three brothers and Two sisters. In order is
goes girl, boy, girl, boy, boy, then girl. I am the third
child. My older sister is hopefully going to graduate this
year.

My favorite sport is N.Y.O. I don't know about
basketball. My favorite event in N.Y.O is seal hop.
What i like about N.Y.O is i like doing the events,
but high school is different from Jr. High.

I am thinking of going to college after i graduate from
High school. I was hoping i would know what i want
to be, but then i didn't figure it out yet.