Feeling Better

Well today I feel much better than yesterday. But I hope I don't go down that road again.
I was talking with someone last night, but I'm not sure if it helped a lot. Well I think it did.
I was feeling all down after practice yesterday and I was thinking about a lot of stuff.

I'm over with whatever was in my head. But there might be more I'm not sure. I'm a lot happier today, but I wrote this like couple weeks ago so yea. Maybe because we are going Bethel for like 2 an a half days. I get to finally get out of my house. We are going Bethel for Multi-Media contest. I was so excited last night that I didn't go to bed until like 4 I think. Plus I was on the Internet rearranging things and what not.

Well I better get going so later people, Take care.

Todays That Day

Well I am feeling all down
There is no friends for me to talk to
But I'm looking for friends to talk to
my best friend just bailed on me
I have no one to talk to any more
It feels like someone just stabbed me
On the back with their dirty hands
I cry and I cry until I find someone
That is there for me forever
But after my friend bailed on me
I don't think I can trust any one
Except the ones i love the most
But I'm lost in my thoughts
I can't seem to find my way out
Everything is scattered everywhere
I'm to much keeping things to myself
Its all building up in one spot
Everything seems to be
Shutting down on me
Once one thing is down the rest does
I gotta find my way up some day
I don't know when that would be

But today is that f***en day I get messed up

This Weekend's Home Game

We might have home game, depending on when the body goes to Napaskiak. But I'm hoping that we will have home game because I got better kind of, not a whole lot though. I am also getting very addicted to playing ball.
Two year ago when I joined ball, I didn't know what I was doing so I didn't join the next year. When I finally knew what to do or most of the time knew what to do I joined again and I am starting to like it. :D
Back to home game.....I'm pretty nervous of playing at home game. Might start freaking out when I get on the gym. I didn't play in front of Napaskiak in a long time. Well I have nothing else to say, so I will stop right here.

Updating now :D

It's been a long time since I didn't Write in my blog because I have been so busy with everything else, I didn't have enough time to blog. Well a lot has happened during the months I couldn't blog. But I'm sure I will update them someday, I'm not sure when though.
Well anyways there is couple things going to happen here, at our school or not in our school but.....um...never mind...I don't know how to explain it. Any who, the up coming events that is going to happen. Maybe some of the things i did.
Lets see,we are going to work on movies for the Multi Media Contest. Also we joined basketball again since two year ago. I am also making a poem for the Art Contest and it will be about my first nephew. I'm not sure my poem will be that good because I'm not really good at making poems.
Last week we went to Kwethluk for basketball, but we lost against them. Hopefully we do our best at our home game or somewhere else, I'm not sure where were going, I have to ask my Coach. :D. I'll update some more when ever hope you enjoy reading. :D