Friday, November 14, 2008

My early memories

I remember couple things of when i was a young girl, some of then were really stupid of me. What can I say I was real young. But some parts of my memories were like whoa i can remember that, just right now i just remember that i got a hair cut when i was about maybe like 8 or 9 some where around there. It was really weird, I even remember couple of things when my mom used to take pictures of us, even with my gram, also remembering playing with matches and getting into trouble that was the stupidest i have ever done, and being at a hospital up in Anchorage i think. I don't know if it was my dreams or was my early memories.

So yea those are the early memories i have about when i was a little girl or something like that. Well anyways going back to where i wanted to cut my hair really short. It was really crazy i remember that i wanted to cut my hair and be like Nicole i think can't remember. But then right when my mom was dine cutting them couple minutes later i think i started crying and saying that i wanted my hair back. People kept saying to me that it would grow back but i think i was stilling crying. I don't thats all i remember, But now when i get my hair cut or trimmed i don't mind but sometimes i do when i don't feel like cutting my hair or when someone says i need my hair trimmed i be like ok.

I even remember going to a house and being fed by my auntie, I even remember sleeping over at my grams when she was alive. Even when i was sleeping over at a school night when i woke up i was crying in my sleep and my gram was sitting there and looking at me and wondering what was i dreaming of.

I remember that i was crying in the old house and looking out the window and seeing that they were building our new house, but then i don't know why i was crying it was like why was i crying even if i was looking out the window. Even when we didn't have a basketball court and it used to be bye the river next to Christina and Erin's house. I was crying on that and i don't remember why i was crying there to, but then the next day my voice was bad and i told my friend and she said that it was because i was crying yesterday and thats all.

Even when i used to bully my auntie or ask for stuff i was so stupid i didn't know what i was doing. Some days i wish i hadn't done stuff that i did back then, because i don't like them, i don't like looking back at the bad things i did when i was young they are to stupid.

This was when Issa girl and i weren't friends, and Jessica and i were. we would hang out and she would sometimes tell me lies and this was when My older sister and her friends used to not hang out with Jessica or something like that can't remember to long. Well anyway, when i was young i would Play with Jessica and we were best friends and i think we still are i don't know but yea. We did crazy stuff that i remember like when we took Issa's sunglasses and it was really stupid. We hid at an old house but then they found use and told us to be more nice.

I guess thats all my memories I have, once i remember some I will let you people know.
Laterz Peace

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Visited this past summer of 08

This summer my family, including my gram and my aunt from my dads side went to visit Kasligluk. It was really fun and the longest visit we ever visited to another place. I thought we wouldn't visit anywhere during the summer but i guess i was wrong. It was fun anyways, get to see our Ilaqs and friends, it was so awesome but really hot. Hung out with friends and all that, played ball and went four wheel riding It was so much fun that i wanted to stay there. I wanted to stay there until school started or something like that but then at the same time i didn't want to.

I finally got to see my name sakes mom and sisters and we also get to walk around the village and see some of our friends that lived there. But it was really hot and i was using all black i think. I even got to see the people that went to Talent Search and it was really weird to see then again and like it was really embarrassing but then some of them didn't recognized me until they saw my sweater i used during Talent Search. It was really funny and yea.

I want to go back to Kasigluk i had so much fun over there but when all the fun ends you just hate to go home don't you. I know how you feel, i think, if not then I don't know. Oh yea we even played naught it with couple kids from over there, it was very spectacular. Then when we got bored me and Bunna went for a walk and Our friend Gabby took us for a four wheeler ride it was awesome, then a couple people went for a four wheel ride when we went to a pond or something like that.

My sister dared me to wave at that one guy that i knew from Talent Search but then i didn't want to because i was very taqarnaq i think thats how u spell it. But when we were done riding around we played naught it again and this time we stopped and chatted for a little bit and yea. It was really awesome when we went riding, but then we went the other way where the four wheels weren't going. Gabby said that maybe they will be thinking why are we going the opposite direction or something like that.

Well after my mom, dad, my gram, and my auntie were done visiting we went home and i didn't want to leave i don't know about the rest of my brothers and sisters, maybe they didn't want to leave too. I guess thats it for the day, Peace have a good day.