Can't sleep tonight

I can't sleep, thinking so hard
crying my tears out
making a fool of myself.
just wondering and thinking of my grandma
What am i thinking of these days?
My mind it's in its own world
tying to think of all the good times
i had but its all coming back to me
what if there was something trying to let me
think of all these things
and trying to make me cry
and getting me into trouble making me not smile
and just letting me have fun just for a little
while