I remember a time when I was really scared. Actually two times I was really scared or afraid. Remember the time I told you about the Fourth of July incident. When I didn't eat all day and it was really hot or was really what you call it. Well that was when my sister, my cousin, and I were walking around Bethel. Walking to where my cousins stays and where my sister's boyfriend stays. Thats when we went to the store and bought energy drink and when I had mine i had a big stomach ache and I was running around and well you know the story. But if you didn't hear or read the about that on my blog. At the end of Fourth of July I crashed like fainting or something like that. Like everything went black and after that I was scared of fainting or something, like everything turning black.
This happened to me before Fourth of July. It was when we were having the Russian Orthodox Christmas I think. When I was making fried bread for our feast. Well while I was making them the stove turned off without me knowing it and I was feeling a bit hot or I started to sweet and went out for a fresh air and everything started to go black and I started to freak out. I started yelling out my mom and I remember they helped me outside. They said it was a carbon monoxide poison.
Those were the scarer times for me but I don't know about other people. But then at first I thought I was going to die at my house or at Bethel, but then I survived and I guess I'm happy of that but hey yea what the heck. Well I guess that is it for now, take cares people.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
My weekend
My weekend was really great. I went to Eek for the first time in my life even if I have a bunch of relatives over there. But then I kind of had fun over there, but then I didn't meet any of them. Well we were over at Eek for an N.Y.O meet. I got nine ribbons for each event but then I didn't place in one event which is Indian stick pull. There is like Ten different events.
Lets see, there's Kneel jump where you have to kneel down and see how far you can jump by kneeling. Then there is Wrist carry where there is two people on both ends of a stick, you go in the middle and with your wrist you make a fist and put your wrist on the stick and hold your bottom wrist with your other hand and lift yourself. Then there is Two foot high kick. There will be a ball that will go higher once you kick it. You need both legs or shall I say feet to kick the ball. Toe kick, will be very difficult at first but once you know how, it will get easier and easier. With it there will be a stick on the floor that will be about maybe one inch thick and couple inches long. You will have to be couple inches away from the stick and try to jump as low as possible and kick the stick with your toes but not with your heels or any other parts of your feet, but just you toes. Next comes Alaskan High Kick (AK), You will be sitting down but then right hand on your left foot and your left hand on the floor, your right foot will be free to kick the ball. But then if your a lefty than it will be the other way around. Well I will tell you more about the N.Y.O event when I get around to it. I got like couple more to go, like maybe five more events, no there is like four more events I think. So yea I will tell you more about them when I have the time. Ok later and take care people.
Lets see, there's Kneel jump where you have to kneel down and see how far you can jump by kneeling. Then there is Wrist carry where there is two people on both ends of a stick, you go in the middle and with your wrist you make a fist and put your wrist on the stick and hold your bottom wrist with your other hand and lift yourself. Then there is Two foot high kick. There will be a ball that will go higher once you kick it. You need both legs or shall I say feet to kick the ball. Toe kick, will be very difficult at first but once you know how, it will get easier and easier. With it there will be a stick on the floor that will be about maybe one inch thick and couple inches long. You will have to be couple inches away from the stick and try to jump as low as possible and kick the stick with your toes but not with your heels or any other parts of your feet, but just you toes. Next comes Alaskan High Kick (AK), You will be sitting down but then right hand on your left foot and your left hand on the floor, your right foot will be free to kick the ball. But then if your a lefty than it will be the other way around. Well I will tell you more about the N.Y.O event when I get around to it. I got like couple more to go, like maybe five more events, no there is like four more events I think. So yea I will tell you more about them when I have the time. Ok later and take care people.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Oh my Goodness
Oh my Oh my, I think I am myself again. I am so glad and hyper now, I was earlier. I'm not feeling depressed or any thing I'm just me self again hahaa. I am like wow, hahahahaha, nah just kidding. I good for now but I need to blog for like a couple more minutes then have to get ready to go Eek and all. I just wanted to say how happy I am or just being myself again like about time.
Well anyways back to my blog spot. Oh my goodness My younger sisters dog Goldie had puppies again and there like really cute and cute. There like really like you want to pinch their cheeks and stuff like that. But then they are brown black and white. The mouth part is black, the body part is like the mixter of brown black and white, but mostly brown. Well tell you more later I have to go now ohk later Take cares people.
Well anyways back to my blog spot. Oh my goodness My younger sisters dog Goldie had puppies again and there like really cute and cute. There like really like you want to pinch their cheeks and stuff like that. But then they are brown black and white. The mouth part is black, the body part is like the mixter of brown black and white, but mostly brown. Well tell you more later I have to go now ohk later Take cares people.
Friday, February 27, 2009
Things I typed
I am kind of not in the world right now. I maybe awake but then in my mind it is sleeping, and dosed off into dreamland. But I need to wake up from that, because when I am like that i don't like to talk or anything. Some days I get annoyed when I am not in my happy modes, but right now I'm not annoyed just dosed off. Sometimes I think of things that might happen but then I go, nah it won't happen. I don't know what going to happen the rest of the day but I hope it isn't bad, but I hope I wake up. Lately I've staying up til' like 1 or 2 doing some homework, but then i fell asleep around 12. Sometimes I don't feel like talking most of the days I'm sad or mad or something. All this, everything that is happening, I mean everything, all around me is like building up on me. Whether I don't know whats going to happen or what I might do. There are some days that I don't like, or some things that I don't like. But I don't think I want to say them, because sometimes I do the things I don't like. I get scared and scared of telling some one about things that are going on. I know why but then I don't want to say them, because I do these things that I don't like. Its not something bad, but something that everyone does and say and stuff like that. I try not to, maybe thats why I talk so quiet or something. I do talk loud but then thats when we are out of class or when I am at home, but then I talk so quiet in class, or when ever I am around people I don't know. I these people here but then I still talk quiet. I know i can talk as loud as I can but then I can't talk as loud in the class, I don't know why. I don't think I can take this any more, well I can but then, its to........I don't know. (sigh). For the past few days were really slow but then started going fast but then still it feels like we've been in school for the past two weeks. It feels like that when it is a Friday or when ever. I'm almost better but then I still feel all, arrgh, something like that. If you read this, don't think its because of you, its because how I feel about things or that it is because of me. Because how I am everyday, depends on how much sleep I get or how the day is going. But I am sorry when ever I am like this, I don't know what to do anymore, well thats most of the time, when I am all sad or mad or whatever it is I am. The other night I was thinking, I wonder how would it be if these people were alive. But then I was like, it's ohk, I will see them some time, when its my time to go. I'm started to think of things like that, maybe for the past 5 days, but then I try not to what you call it. Well I'm ohk now I am going to stop right here now, because I have to go. BYE LATER, PEACE.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Foggy Day
When we went to Bethel this weekend, my brother and I, for a basketball game. It was kind of fun but kind of boring but it was fun. But then when we went it was really foggy can't even see anything for like a few feet away. At first i thought we were gonna get lost but then I like nah, i know my brother. It was really awesome though, really foggy and the way it looked. It was almost like one of the movies, I think it was called the "Fog" or something like that can't remember. Well yea it was like that, it was like someone or something would pop up it was really qungvarnaq (meaning like getting scared or cold running up your spine). Oh yea forgot to tell you at first we went to the back trail when we went to Bethel, it was really bumpy and awesome and scary. But still kind of awesome.
Oh yea before all this happened, during the day when I went out of my house. I was like whoa, how did it get so foggy all of a sudden. This was, I think when I was doing laundry on a Friday, maybe. I would have taken the picture but then I didn't have my computer but still I had I camera but then I wasn't thinking of that earlier. I was to what you call it, I don't know. I would have taken a picture, hahaa. Well any ways, I had fun going up to Bethel and coming back form Bethel. Well I guess that is it for now, I have nothing to say now I think, maybe, who knows. Well later peoples, Peace.
Oh yea before all this happened, during the day when I went out of my house. I was like whoa, how did it get so foggy all of a sudden. This was, I think when I was doing laundry on a Friday, maybe. I would have taken the picture but then I didn't have my computer but still I had I camera but then I wasn't thinking of that earlier. I was to what you call it, I don't know. I would have taken a picture, hahaa. Well any ways, I had fun going up to Bethel and coming back form Bethel. Well I guess that is it for now, I have nothing to say now I think, maybe, who knows. Well later peoples, Peace.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Blah!!!
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I have no more rhythm
Because there is no system
Everything is turning
The world would be burning
Why is there to be crying?
When I can be trying
Running out of things to say
Thinking about the day
What am I saying
But why am I staying
OK I'm out of here
But don't be there
Peace
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Thats the story for today people. Nah...I'm just playing......but if you know this type of language you can translate it and it would say....Once upon a time i forgot the rest....the end. Nah...just kidding....who knows what this type of language or this type thing...well anyways trying the think of what to say here. My story, my story, my story, what could it be about. Thinking, thinking, thinking, thinking, of a poem but cannot come out.
The day is going by to fast
But i cannot see the past
Now it is going to slow
Waiting for the time to glow
So many things we've done
I stop right here to be the sun
But i cannot see the past
Now it is going to slow
Waiting for the time to glow
So many things we've done
I stop right here to be the sun
I have no more rhythm
Because there is no system
Everything is turning
The world would be burning
Why is there to be crying?
When I can be trying
Running out of things to say
Thinking about the day
What am I saying
But why am I staying
OK I'm out of here
But don't be there
Peace
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
On MY Gram's Feast
This week feels like it is going to be a long week, because it feels like its really long. Maybe because last weekend felt like it was really long. But then it was fun on saterday because we had my gram's feast and at the same time we went to go get someone from across the river. Bunna, Issa, and I went to go bring them back and I didn't have snow pants on just my sweater, coat, thin pants, and winter boots. When we went back, my uncle Jimmy needed a ride or someone to bring him to Bethel, but then there was just us girls so we brought him. I was how I was and it was not that cold, but then it was snowing. When we got there I wasn't cold yet, but when we were going back to Oscarville it was snowing really bad and we almost got lost but then my sister Bunna just followed the trail. Right when we were near Oscarville i was getting kinda cold but then on;y my knees because my pants were getting wet and my hands were getting cold because I wasn't using any gloves. We made it, but then right when we got to my uncle's house and when we went in I started getting cold. It was really fun going to Napas and then going to Bethel, It was awesome. I could have gone sick if it was cold out when we went, but then i was OK i guess. Well maybe not. After that warm snowy day it started to get cold out, I said to myself, if it was like this i would be freezing if we go in this type of weather. Well i guess thats it for now.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Blah
Mind blank....can't think of anything to write. My mind is not thinking really good. It is not thinking of anything right now only the sleep I got and it wants some more sleep. My head is being weird, like it is being pounded by something. I can't think of anything to write even I try to think, my brain might turn it down or something like that. But then I'm writing how my head is blank from sleeping those 12 full hours:D. I'm still sleepy though, I don't know why. My minds to blank to think well can think of stuff but then my mind still will think that it is blank and stuff like that. I still can't think of anything else, I guess, I don't know what to write....Still trying to think of what to write. But every time I think of one it's gone.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Christmas Break
Having our own Slaaviq this year in Oscarville was really fun, well kind of. I was to busy at home, getting ready before they came to my house. So I just to the rest of the houses after our house. It was kind of fun singing, but then I kind of didn't know the songs, so I didn't really sing all the song only the ones I knew. Then I finally went to Napas to have slaavi..but then I didn't really sing that much, only in one house. It was kind of fun but then yea. I wasn't really wanting to sing, because...I don't know why though. I went to 3 or 4 houses in Napaskiak, because we are having school, and we had to go home early.
I went to Anchorage this Christmas break, because it was my turn this year. Every year my siblings and I take turns going to Anchorage with my mom. Well anyways I had fun, kind of, maybe:D. But then we did all lot of shopping and at the end of the days when we are at our hotel my feet like is very sore and stuff. The hotel was called Hampton Inn, it was ok, kind of didn't like it but then it was good. It had a swimming pool but then i didn;t get to go swimming because we were so busy shopping we would like go to the hotel at like 11 or so, and the swimming pool hours is like from 6am to 10 pm. I was going to swim in the morning the day we were going to leave but then I was to sleepy or something or I didn't feel like swimminf because ...i don't know why.
There is some other stuff that happened but then I don't know if i want to put it in my blog. Well maybe I will but then you will have to ask me when ever. :D But then yeah I have nothing to say now. Or maybe I can talk about it, I don't know. Maybe I will maybe I won't, Who Knows. It's not bad though, but I don't know if it is or not. Maybe you will have to beg me to get it out of my mouth or something. My sister, my brother, my cousin, and my mom knows about it, well because my sister told my mom when we came back from Anchorage :P. It was kind of funny but then I don't know, well maybe. Well I guess I will write it sometime in the future but then I don't know. Maybe soon, or when ever I feel like writing it. I just needed to stall for the time to pass or write something before next class starts. So yeah maybe some other time when people ask what it is, thats if they really want to know. I mean like really really want to know what, well I don't know. Ok I'm going to stop right here and continues this on another one, it's almost time for the other class so later and peace.
I went to Anchorage this Christmas break, because it was my turn this year. Every year my siblings and I take turns going to Anchorage with my mom. Well anyways I had fun, kind of, maybe:D. But then we did all lot of shopping and at the end of the days when we are at our hotel my feet like is very sore and stuff. The hotel was called Hampton Inn, it was ok, kind of didn't like it but then it was good. It had a swimming pool but then i didn;t get to go swimming because we were so busy shopping we would like go to the hotel at like 11 or so, and the swimming pool hours is like from 6am to 10 pm. I was going to swim in the morning the day we were going to leave but then I was to sleepy or something or I didn't feel like swimminf because ...i don't know why.
There is some other stuff that happened but then I don't know if i want to put it in my blog. Well maybe I will but then you will have to ask me when ever. :D But then yeah I have nothing to say now. Or maybe I can talk about it, I don't know. Maybe I will maybe I won't, Who Knows. It's not bad though, but I don't know if it is or not. Maybe you will have to beg me to get it out of my mouth or something. My sister, my brother, my cousin, and my mom knows about it, well because my sister told my mom when we came back from Anchorage :P. It was kind of funny but then I don't know, well maybe. Well I guess I will write it sometime in the future but then I don't know. Maybe soon, or when ever I feel like writing it. I just needed to stall for the time to pass or write something before next class starts. So yeah maybe some other time when people ask what it is, thats if they really want to know. I mean like really really want to know what, well I don't know. Ok I'm going to stop right here and continues this on another one, it's almost time for the other class so later and peace.
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