Missing My Mum

Today is the day that i feel like wanting
to cry
Because thinking so hard and so long
like this night wouldn't end until i
die
Thinking of My Mum really hard makes
me want to cry but then keeping it inside
because ever one will here me.
People would be asking me
"What's wrong?"
i wouldn't want to answer them
wanting to cry so bad
and thinking what would i do
in the future
everything is going so fast that
i can't even keep track of time
like it was just yesterday she was here
i miss the way she smiles and the way she laughs
every once in a while i think of her
and wishing to see her again
but i will some day, it could take weeks, months, or years
i use to dream of her
but then i don't know what happened
maybe things need to be moved on
i want to cry so bad, i finally think of her for so long
i forgot when was the last time i saw her
man i can't remember
all i remember was when she babysat us and
when we were playing cards
so when ever i play cards i would think of her
i think i've gone to far
just wanted to write this all down
crying so hard, i can't keep it in much longer
i must take it out
also thinking of others who passed away