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I am kind of not in the world right now. I maybe awake but then in my mind it is sleeping, and dosed off into dreamland. But I need to wake up from that, because when I am like that i don't like to talk or anything. Some days I get annoyed when I am not in my happy modes, but right now I'm not annoyed just dosed off. Sometimes I think of things that might happen but then I go, nah it won't happen. I don't know what going to happen the rest of the day but I hope it isn't bad, but I hope I wake up. Lately I've staying up til' like 1 or 2 doing some homework, but then i fell asleep around 12. Sometimes I don't feel like talking most of the days I'm sad or mad or something. All this, everything that is happening, I mean everything, all around me is like building up on me. Whether I don't know whats going to happen or what I might do. There are some days that I don't like, or some things that I don't like. But I don't think I want to say them, because sometimes I do the things I don't like. I get scared and scared of telling some one about things that are going on. I know why but then I don't want to say them, because I do these things that I don't like. Its not something bad, but something that everyone does and say and stuff like that. I try not to, maybe thats why I talk so quiet or something. I do talk loud but then thats when we are out of class or when I am at home, but then I talk so quiet in class, or when ever I am around people I don't know. I these people here but then I still talk quiet. I know i can talk as loud as I can but then I can't talk as loud in the class, I don't know why. I don't think I can take this any more, well I can but then, its to........I don't know. (sigh). For the past few days were really slow but then started going fast but then still it feels like we've been in school for the past two weeks. It feels like that when it is a Friday or when ever. I'm almost better but then I still feel all, arrgh, something like that. If you read this, don't think its because of you, its because how I feel about things or that it is because of me. Because how I am everyday, depends on how much sleep I get or how the day is going. But I am sorry when ever I am like this, I don't know what to do anymore, well thats most of the time, when I am all sad or mad or whatever it is I am. The other night I was thinking, I wonder how would it be if these people were alive. But then I was like, it's ohk, I will see them some time, when its my time to go. I'm started to think of things like that, maybe for the past 5 days, but then I try not to what you call it. Well I'm ohk now I am going to stop right here now, because I have to go. BYE LATER, PEACE.

Foggy Day

When we went to Bethel this weekend, my brother and I, for a basketball game. It was kind of fun but kind of boring but it was fun. But then when we went it was really foggy can't even see anything for like a few feet away. At first i thought we were gonna get lost but then I like nah, i know my brother. It was really awesome though, really foggy and the way it looked. It was almost like one of the movies, I think it was called the "Fog" or something like that can't remember. Well yea it was like that, it was like someone or something would pop up it was really qungvarnaq (meaning like getting scared or cold running up your spine). Oh yea forgot to tell you at first we went to the back trail when we went to Bethel, it was really bumpy and awesome and scary. But still kind of awesome.

Oh yea before all this happened, during the day when I went out of my house. I was like whoa, how did it get so foggy all of a sudden. This was, I think when I was doing laundry on a Friday, maybe. I would have taken the picture but then I didn't have my computer but still I had I camera but then I wasn't thinking of that earlier. I was to what you call it, I don't know. I would have taken a picture, hahaa. Well any ways, I had fun going up to Bethel and coming back form Bethel. Well I guess that is it for now, I have nothing to say now I think, maybe, who knows. Well later peoples, Peace.

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Thats the story for today people. Nah...I'm just playing......but if you know this type of language you can translate it and it would say....Once upon a time i forgot the rest....the end. Nah...just kidding....who knows what this type of language or this type thing...well anyways trying the think of what to say here. My story, my story, my story, what could it be about. Thinking, thinking, thinking, thinking, of a poem but cannot come out.

The day is going by to fast
But i cannot see the past
Now it is going to slow
Waiting for the time to glow
So many things we've done
I stop right here to be the sun

I have no more rhythm
Because there is no system
Everything is turning
The world would be burning
Why is there to be crying?
When I can be trying

Running out of things to say
Thinking about the day
What am I saying
But why am I staying
OK I'm out of here
But don't be there

Peace

On MY Gram's Feast

This week feels like it is going to be a long week, because it feels like its really long. Maybe because last weekend felt like it was really long. But then it was fun on saterday because we had my gram's feast and at the same time we went to go get someone from across the river. Bunna, Issa, and I went to go bring them back and I didn't have snow pants on just my sweater, coat, thin pants, and winter boots. When we went back, my uncle Jimmy needed a ride or someone to bring him to Bethel, but then there was just us girls so we brought him. I was how I was and it was not that cold, but then it was snowing. When we got there I wasn't cold yet, but when we were going back to Oscarville it was snowing really bad and we almost got lost but then my sister Bunna just followed the trail. Right when we were near Oscarville i was getting kinda cold but then on;y my knees because my pants were getting wet and my hands were getting cold because I wasn't using any gloves. We made it, but then right when we got to my uncle's house and when we went in I started getting cold. It was really fun going to Napas and then going to Bethel, It was awesome. I could have gone sick if it was cold out when we went, but then i was OK i guess. Well maybe not. After that warm snowy day it started to get cold out, I said to myself, if it was like this i would be freezing if we go in this type of weather. Well i guess thats it for now.